Insomnia

It's 1:00am and I can't sleep. I'm hot and uncomfortable. Ugh! I don't know what I can do to keep cool at night. I keep a fan on in the bedroom but it doesn't seem to help.
Also, my mind won't stop thinking. I wish I had a switch that I could just turn off. I think and imagine all kinds of stuff. Mostly about baby z and how our life will be in a few months.
My eyes feel scratchy but I can't seem to drift off to sleep no matter how hard I try.
Sometimes, I do manage to fall asleep and then I wake up because baby z is lying on my water balloon again. At that point I can't go back to sleep and I am wide awake again. It isn't until 7am or so when most people are waking up that I am finally able to go to sleep. Then I wake up late and face the day much later than most people.

So I either watch TV, read or type a post on here until I can't keep my eyes open.
I don't know if this will get better over the next few months or if it'll get worse.
We shall see.

In other news: Today I had yet another emotional outburst. I was a fountain of tears for most of the day. Actually that really isn't newsworthy. Ever since I've been pregnant I've been a mess. I feel like I don't have anything together and I'm not prepared to be a mom. Today though I started stressing again because David and I have thought it would be best to plan for staying in our apartment for a while. Since there is no guarantee that we will be able to move before October.
I still don't see how we are going to have room for a crib, changing table and any other baby stuff.
I have had some suggestions about moving some stuff and even taking the stuff that we don't need to storage. That all seems well and good but when it comes down to it, I have to ask how and what am I going to pack and how am I going to get off my pregnant rear-end and do things like that? I know David said that he will help me but he is already helping me in other ways.
This seems like such an ordeal to me. Of course there are a lot of things that seem like an ordeal. My pregnant brain just can't seem to handle much these days.

I think I'm getting tired now. We'll see how long that lasts.